Hindsight is 20/20

Ain't it the truth that hindsight is always 20/20? That pivotal moment when realize, 'holy crap! I'm such an ass!', but by then it's too late to rectify. Damage is done. That opportunistic door has been slammed shut and locked. Is there a spare key anywhere? I know what you're thinking...when one door shuts another opens. Not true in all cases. To forgive is divine...blah blah blah. No one really forgives these days. It just gets shoved to the back of the brain behind silly things like 'how soon can I afford an IPad2' or 'did I remember to download the newest app at that last hotspot'. What does one subject have to do with other? Well...open mouth, insert foot happened and when there wasn't a response I took it to be a negative when in fact it was only because the person wasn't available. Now I could've just left the matter be and took it at face value. But since I tend to be on the, shall we say, dramatic, side, I overreacted. Still no response...feelings surely got hurt...no way to fix it. It's so clear to me! Because it's in hindsight...and no doors will magically appear when it comes to this ornery gemini who will surely not forgive me for quite some time. If I thought there might be a window I could slink my way into I'd try it, but he's shut off tighter than a tomb. What hurts the most is I'll have a random thought that I know he'd appreciate but when I go to share it with him, he's not there. Maybe Schnitzel is right...Gemini are bi-polar. That's it, he's having a down day but tomorrow will be all better! Right? Maybe? This Pisces has learned her lesson and that is some secrets are better left just that...secret. But that's a whole other story...